OK. I hate to admit that I am really bad at doing things that I "have" to, but it is true. I dont know if it is some kind of psychological problem I have where I just feel trapped or overwhelmed or what, but I am really bad at it. I simply cant do things that I do not like....or at least not for a very long period of time. I hate jobs that don't require my creativity as a person, are uniformed, and just boring. I could never be a
person to sit at a desk all day- hence, I dont have the same job for very long. I feel that someday when I am graduated from college (who KNOWS when that will be...) that I will be just fine doing some kind of job that I WANT to do. The only problem is that I have TOO MANY things that I want to do. I want to
- Be a choir director
- Teach piano
- Be a photographer
- Get a degree in voice performance
- Cosmetology school
- Be a dog trainer
- Design wedding dresses
- Be a baker
- Be a graphic designer
Tooooo many things..... I know. But how am I supposed to pick? I want to do them all and it overwhelms me and stresses me out when I remember that I'm SUPPOSED to be in my 3rd year of college and I have just a little under a year of it under my belt because I'm stupid and cant figure out what to do with my life. I need to get my general education out of the way and maybe then I can transfer somewhere to finish school in a field. I just wish I could right now! Uhhggggg....does anybody else just wish they could finish one dang thing?
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